SickandTired

I am VERY sad today. I'm trying really hard to stay positive but its hard. I was laid off from my job a few months ago and I am having trouble finding another job. Prior to being laid off, my life was almost perfect. I had been working for the third largest energy company in the world for six years, I had fallen in love for the very first time. I never really made enough money to live a luxurious life, but I wasn't living paycheck to paycheck either. I was okay. But now, life is a struggle. People are SO quick to criticize. Not all people that are unemployed are being lazy. Just think, even though there are a lot of dishonest people in this world, there is an equal if not greater amount of HONEST people in this world. Its heartbreaking because no one wants to believe my story. Either that, or they've heard it all before. What I really need right now is some type of hope. I don't believe in miracles. Besides, if miracles really exist, it would have happened to me a long time ago. The last thing you want to think about when you wake up in the morning is "What bill will be in the mailbox today that I'm not able to pay"? "Will I have a descent meal today"? "Will I end up homeless"? "Do I have enough strength to make it through this"? Its becoming to much for me to handle. I pray at least twice a day, I go to church regularly, I read my Bible often, I'm kind to others, I've worked hard for everything I have. What more can I do? That is the million dollar question. I you have a few more minutes, please take a moment to read more about my life at www.mywishnet.com/profiles/blue77/. It is both a legal and legitimate site. Thank you all.